Maybe, Baby.

It's time to get rid of the overanalytic wretch in me.

From this day forward, I'm chilling.

LOL.

This is BAD.

BAD, I say!

You need to stay from me. I can only hurt you.
And you can only hurt me.

I don't believe in true happiness, but you seem like the person who could prove me wrong. So why am I so worried?

Because I know, that one day, you will disappear. And I will be left broken, yet again.

You're unlike anyone I've met before. You have captivated me. You have begun to haunt my thoughts night and day. I don't want this.

I hope I'm not just saying this out of loneliness, something that I have had for so long - something that you have taken away.

Leave me to my loneliness, lest I start over in feeling it again after you drift away...

Please leave me. Have mercy.

Don't wait for me to fall in love with you.



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(Okay, if he begins to infiltrate my dreams, this would be REALLY bad.)

Because I have nothing better to do!

Visit ourWorld.com, and see what's new about me. (Yeah, right.)

Click to view my character!
Click to create your own.

This post shall be revised.

Strange bad mood

DISCLAIMER: No offense is meant in the posting of this blog entry. I am entitled to my own opinions and nobody is supposed to give a rat's ass what I think. Unless you agree, of course... Ho ho

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Why do people blog about how they spend every day of their lives?

'I spent a whole day in the mall today with my friends. First we went to the arcade to play, and then we watched 17 Again. Zac Efron is pure hotness! After that we had coffee at Starbucks... Yum! Then we went window shopping. I found the loveliest dress at Maldita. I'm getting down on my knees in front of Daddy to beg for it.'

NOTE: LAME PASSAGE FABRICATED BY YOURS TRULY

Are people supposed to care about this? Do I give a damn what you've been doing for one whole day? Will I give a damn what you'll be doing the next day, and the day after that, unless I'm your hardcore admirer or your overly obsessive stalker?

I must say, web logs are better treated not as journals but as repositories of sensible thoughts, insights and experiences. Random or well-thought of, these thoughts constitute the very essence of one's personality. And that is what most readers are after. Journal entries are uninteresting and if too lengthy, can be very boring to read. Get a life!

I have created a Brute!

Isn't she a beauty! LOL!

She's still a noob at the moment, but expect great things from her! She's gonna beat all those other brutes to a pulp! Haha!

I'm calling out to all my friends who have nothing better to do. Haha! Try this out. It's a cute game. I promise! xD

Kahelle in action

Kahelle's pupils

My Brute is a flash game that can be accessed using your same old internet browser. You get to make a chibi warrior who can fight with weapons and/ or special abilities and super cool fighter pets. Then you get to enter a tournament to battle with other Brutes, gain experience, raise your stats, gain new weapons, abilities and pets, and even recruit new pupils!

Create your own Brute by visiting Kahelle's cell! (And being her pupil, thus helping her gain more experience... LOL)

Or, yeah, click here.

Questions

Why can't some people accept rejection and just remain civilized about it? It's not like it's impossible to get along with the person who rejected you, ever again, right? People reject not to disconnect forever. They do it because their ideals are just different from yours. And so? Will it be the end of the world for you? You're still breathing, are you not? Are you being indifferent because you just don't care? Or is it because you felt so bitter all of a sudden?

Get a grip. It's annoying that (you're) some people are trying to detach themselves by being this and that, yadda yadda.

FEELING KO NAMAN, NO. xD

I just wanted to rant a bit, so there. Now then, back to my term paper on the darned World Wars I and II.

Noong isang araw ay nadapuan ako ng higad. (Seryoso 'yun)

Love Team

by Itchyworms

'Di... 'di naman talaga
Tayo mag-sinta
Pero gusto nila
Kahit ayaw mo
Bagay raw tayo
Di naman totoo
Mga yakap mo
Pang-eksena lamang ito

'Di mo lang alam
Na nababaliw na 'ko sa iyo
'Di ko na yata kaya to
Ang aking lihim na pakay
Ay ang lahat na ito'y gawing tunay

Sana 'wag mo kong sisihin
Kung 'di ko kayang pigilin
Sabi mo na mahal mo ko
Ngunit 'di naman seryoso
Sana'y magkasingkulay
Ang drama at tunay na buhay ko
Ang tanging pag-asa ko
Ay nasa tambalang ito

Si... sinungaling ka
Kapag may tao
Ay nilalambing mo ako
Pero pag wala
Ay sumasama
Turing mo sakin
Ay parang hangin
Bitin na bitin

'Di nila alam
Na sa dulo ng tagpo
'Di na patok mga linya mo
Nag-iiba ang iyong asta
Hanggang sa susunod na eksena

Sana 'wag mo kong sisihin
Kung 'di ko kayang pigilin
Sabi mo na mahal mo ko
Ngunit 'di naman seryoso
Sana'y magkasingkulay
Ang drama at tunay na buhay ko
Ang tanging pag-asa ko
Ay nasa tambalang ito

(Sana'y magkatotoo...wooh)

Sana 'wag mo kong sisihin
Kung 'di ko kayang pigilin
Sabi mo na mahal mo ko
Ngunit 'di naman seryoso
Sana'y magkasingkulay
Ang drama at tunay na buhay ko
Ang tanging pag-asa ko
Ay nasa tambalang ito...

Love Team - Itchyworms

Precautions

This afternoon, the gals of the family (me, my older sister Celine, and my mother who is, for some reason, collectively known by almost all of our acquaintances as Mamas, opposite my father, Papas) were forced to receive a vaccination for cervical cancer. This was the second time for me and my sister, since we had our first dose about a month ago. We'll be having the third and last, 6 months from now. For Mamas, on the other hand, it was the first dose because she was only recently notified that even she, despite her age (not to be disclosed publicly xD), needs it.

Although there is no history in our family of cervical cancer and other related diseases, the doctors still thought it crucial that we receive the vaccinations for the purpose of complete protection.

For all the gals out there, married or not, active or inactive, have yourselves vaccinated. This isn't an advertisement. Women ages 9-45 years are most vulnerable.

THIS BLOG SHALL BE REVIVED.

Oh yes!

saranghae!

i have started to develop a penchant for korean dramas now. it's back to school today, and i'm here at netopia, maximizing my time by watching streaming videos of my current addiction, spring waltz starring daniel henney, seo do young, han hyo joo and lee so yeon. it's also currently showing at ABS-CBN, but i do not like watching "tagalized" korean dramas, so i prefer watching them online, subtitled in english. the story is really a big thorn in my heart right now, and so, as i would secretly shout within myself as i watch korean dramas (and despite the pain and suffering that i would literally feel along with the characters), "KILIG ME!" XD

speaking of pain, watching this online can also be one... in the neck... and the back! -_-

the connection here stinks!!! and so do that of other computer shops. with the hopes of watching with a breezy internet connection, i went to netopia in UM earlier, and then to speedbytes in EGI... microsmith, i don't really have confidence in (HAHAHAHA), but to no avail! and so, it occured to me finally that it really does take patience. i am now waiting for the timeline bar to fill up slowly (but surely), to avoid interruptions as much as possible. i am so frustrated that my pensive watching needs to be interrupted from time to time by the big "BUFFERING" image! gaaah!

this post is a way to distract myself from the frustration, waiting and all. yes. i would just like to say that I AM SO FRUSTRATED! i have only two more episodes to go! eun-young and su-ho oppa have yet to be reunited!!!!! come on!!!! -_-;;;;

*waiting*

a parody

i'm way too beautiful, girl...

that's why it'll never work

'cause i'm a homosexual.

homosexual.