Orange you glad?

Maybe, Baby.

2009-07-04T08:32:00.001+08:00

It's time to get rid of the overanalytic wretch in me.

From this day forward, I'm chilling.

LOL.

This is BAD.

2009-06-25T10:01:00.003+08:00

BAD, I say!

You need to stay from me. I can only hurt you.
And you can only hurt me.

I don't believe in true happiness, but you seem like the person who could prove me wrong. So why am I so worried?

Because I know, that one day, you will disappear. And I will be left broken, yet again.

You're unlike anyone I've met before. You have captivated me. You have begun to haunt my thoughts night and day. I don't want this.

I hope I'm not just saying this out of loneliness, something that I have had for so long - something that you have taken away.

Leave me to my loneliness, lest I start over in feeling it again after you drift away...

Please leave me. Have mercy.

Don't wait for me to fall in love with you.

__
(Okay, if he begins to infiltrate my dreams, this would be REALLY bad.)

Because I have nothing better to do!

2009-04-27T17:23:00.009+08:00

Visit ourWorld.com, and see what's new about me. (Yeah, right.)

Click to view my character!
Click to create your own.

This post shall be revised.

Strange bad mood

2009-04-24T11:18:00.003+08:00

DISCLAIMER: No offense is meant in the posting of this blog entry. I am entitled to my own opinions and nobody is supposed to give a rat's ass what I think. Unless you agree, of course... Ho ho

--

Why do people blog about how they spend every day of their lives?

'I spent a whole day in the mall today with my friends. First we went to the arcade to play, and then we watched 17 Again. Zac Efron is pure hotness! After that we had coffee at Starbucks... Yum! Then we went window shopping. I found the loveliest dress at Maldita. I'm getting down on my knees in front of Daddy to beg for it.'

NOTE: LAME PASSAGE FABRICATED BY YOURS TRULY

Are people supposed to care about this? Do I give a damn what you've been doing for one whole day? Will I give a damn what you'll be doing the next day, and the day after that, unless I'm your hardcore admirer or your overly obsessive stalker?

I must say, web logs are better treated not as journals but as repositories of sensible thoughts, insights and experiences. Random or well-thought of, these thoughts constitute the very essence of one's personality. And that is what most readers are after. Journal entries are uninteresting and if too lengthy, can be very boring to read. Get a life!

I have created a Brute!

2009-04-18T20:33:00.007+08:00

Isn't she a beauty! LOL!

She's still a noob at the moment, but expect great things from her! She's gonna beat all those other brutes to a pulp! Haha!

I'm calling out to all my friends who have nothing better to do. Haha! Try this out. It's a cute game. I promise! xD

Kahelle in action

Kahelle's pupils

My Brute is a flash game that can be accessed using your same old internet browser. You get to make a chibi warrior who can fight with weapons and/ or special abilities and super cool fighter pets. Then you get to enter a tournament to battle with other Brutes, gain experience, raise your stats, gain new weapons, abilities and pets, and even recruit new pupils!

Create your own Brute by visiting Kahelle's cell! (And being her pupil, thus helping her gain more experience... LOL)

Or, yeah, click here.

Questions

2009-04-17T01:57:00.008+08:00

Why can't some people accept rejection and just remain civilized about it? It's not like it's impossible to get along with the person who rejected you, ever again, right? People reject not to disconnect forever. They do it because their ideals are just different from yours. And so? Will it be the end of the world for you? You're still breathing, are you not? Are you being indifferent because you just don't care? Or is it because you felt so bitter all of a sudden?

Get a grip. It's annoying that ~~(you're~~) some people are trying to detach themselves by being this and that, yadda yadda.

FEELING KO NAMAN, NO. xD

I just wanted to rant a bit, so there. Now then, back to my term paper on the darned World Wars I and II.

Noong isang araw ay nadapuan ako ng higad. (Seryoso 'yun)

2009-04-11T18:37:00.007+08:00

Love Team

by Itchyworms

'Di... 'di naman talaga
Tayo mag-sinta
Pero gusto nila
Kahit ayaw mo
Bagay raw tayo
Di naman totoo
Mga yakap mo
Pang-eksena lamang ito

'Di mo lang alam
Na nababaliw na 'ko sa iyo
'Di ko na yata kaya to
Ang aking lihim na pakay
Ay ang lahat na ito'y gawing tunay

Sana 'wag mo kong sisihin
Kung 'di ko kayang pigilin
Sabi mo na mahal mo ko
Ngunit 'di naman seryoso
Sana'y magkasingkulay
Ang drama at tunay na buhay ko
Ang tanging pag-asa ko
Ay nasa tambalang ito

Si... sinungaling ka
Kapag may tao
Ay nilalambing mo ako
Pero pag wala
Ay sumasama
Turing mo sakin
Ay parang hangin
Bitin na bitin

'Di nila alam
Na sa dulo ng tagpo
'Di na patok mga linya mo
Nag-iiba ang iyong asta
Hanggang sa susunod na eksena

Sana 'wag mo kong sisihin
Kung 'di ko kayang pigilin
Sabi mo na mahal mo ko
Ngunit 'di naman seryoso
Sana'y magkasingkulay
Ang drama at tunay na buhay ko
Ang tanging pag-asa ko
Ay nasa tambalang ito

(Sana'y magkatotoo...wooh)

Sana 'wag mo kong sisihin
Kung 'di ko kayang pigilin
Sabi mo na mahal mo ko
Ngunit 'di naman seryoso
Sana'y magkasingkulay
Ang drama at tunay na buhay ko
Ang tanging pag-asa ko
Ay nasa tambalang ito...

Love Team - Itchyworms

Precautions

2009-04-07T21:03:00.003+08:00

This afternoon, the gals of the family (me, my older sister Celine, and my mother who is, for some reason, collectively known by almost all of our acquaintances as Mamas, opposite my father, Papas) were forced to receive a vaccination for cervical cancer. This was the second time for me and my sister, since we had our first dose about a month ago. We'll be having the third and last, 6 months from now. For Mamas, on the other hand, it was the first dose because she was only recently notified that even she, despite her age (not to be disclosed publicly xD), needs it.

Although there is no history in our family of cervical cancer and other related diseases, the doctors still thought it crucial that we receive the vaccinations for the purpose of complete protection.

For all the gals out there, married or not, active or inactive, have yourselves vaccinated. This isn't an advertisement. Women ages 9-45 years are most vulnerable.

THIS BLOG SHALL BE REVIVED.

2009-04-07T18:26:00.000+08:00

Oh yes!

saranghae!

2008-01-07T15:57:00.000+08:00

i have started to develop a penchant for korean dramas now. it's back to school today, and i'm here at netopia, maximizing my time by watching streaming videos of my current addiction, spring waltz starring daniel henney, seo do young, han hyo joo and lee so yeon. it's also currently showing at ABS-CBN, but i do not like watching "tagalized" korean dramas, so i prefer watching them online, subtitled in english. the story is really a big thorn in my heart right now, and so, as i would secretly shout within myself as i watch korean dramas (and despite the pain and suffering that i would literally feel along with the characters), "KILIG ME!" XD

speaking of pain, watching this online can also be one... in the neck... and the back! -_-

the connection here stinks!!! and so do that of other computer shops. with the hopes of watching with a breezy internet connection, i went to netopia in UM earlier, and then to speedbytes in EGI... microsmith, i don't really have confidence in (HAHAHAHA), but to no avail! and so, it occured to me finally that it really does take patience. i am now waiting for the timeline bar to fill up slowly (but surely), to avoid interruptions as much as possible. i am so frustrated that my pensive watching needs to be interrupted from time to time by the big "BUFFERING" image! gaaah!

this post is a way to distract myself from the frustration, waiting and all. yes. i would just like to say that I AM SO FRUSTRATED! i have only two more episodes to go! eun-young and su-ho oppa have yet to be reunited!!!!! come on!!!! -_-;;;;

*waiting*

a parody

2007-12-31T20:27:00.000+08:00

i'm way too beautiful, girl...

that's why it'll never work

'cause i'm a homosexual.

homosexual.

kulimlim

2007-12-29T14:37:00.000+08:00

just because we love telling people about ourselves.

this is from my child cam :D

seven things that scare you:

1. God
2. metaphysics and the possibilities o_o
3. magical creatures XD
4. the feeling of insecurity (baka may umakyat-bahay sa amin!)
5. panelists XD XD XD
6. losing my loved ones
7. VICTORIAN DOLLS, VENTRILOQUIST DUMMIES AND OTHER ANTHROPOMORPHIC TOYS (except the classic Barbie doll)

seven things you like the most:

1. dance
2. music
3. movies
4. erotic literature
5. seductive vampires
6. elephants
7. huggies :D

seven important things in your bedroom:

1. pc
2. television
3. home theater system
4. radio
5. incense and incense holder + lighter
6. chargers (i have them all hanging from one corner XD)
7. iyung higaan, siyempre

seven random facts about you:

1. i like feeling hanged garments with my hand as i walk in department stores. i do it ALWAYS.
2. my teeth are massively renovated. eight of my upper teeth are laminated with porcelain. i'm also wearing braces on my lower teeth. most have not noticed yet.
3. i grind in my sleep :P stress-related sickness, says the dentist.
4. i'm a gamer! i love role playing games. and when i become addicted, it's pahty time!
5. i used to be a child actress wow XD
6. i'm excellent in computer programming. i think i also would have done well in a computer science course.
7. i am not creative. XD

seven things you plan to do before you die:

1. pay a last visit to Disneyworld in orlando, florida
2. make a meaningful indie film
3. wear a REAL kimono
4. give birth to a boy
5. take my parents to europe on a vacation
6. take care of a beagle
7. learn all the family recipes that must be passed to the next generation

seven things you can do:

1. dance
2. act
3. sing (a bit)
4. do voice acting
5. work well under pressure (master crammer)!
6. draw anime
7. kumapa ng piano pieces (i have a sharp ear :P)

Seven things that you can't do:

1. photoshop
2. cook without the recipe
3. manage to float on water
4. do sports
5. read musical notes
6. wake up early (i would have to be forced)
7. embrace my thesis XD

seven things that attract you to the opposite sex:

1. wit, humor, eccentricity
2. manliness. i hate boys who complain. sissies.
3. thoughtfulness
4. the ability to memorize me
5. iyung yabang. pero kung may yabang, dapat may karapatan. at dapat nasa lugar!
6. maturity
7. academic excellence and business-mindedness (what can i say, i am a very materialistic girl)

Seven things you say the most:

1. hewaw!
2. ay namaaaan :|
3. oh.
4. ok, bye!
5. grabe shuh!
6. kamoooon!
7. hewawa daggies!

Seven celeb crushes:

1. Adrien Brody
2. James Marsters
3. Edison Chen
4. Patrick McDreamy :))
5. Sam Concepcion XD
6. Rodjun Cruz
7. Rico Maierhoffer =))

alone.

2007-12-27T16:03:00.000+08:00

"i hold everybody's hands, but when will someone hold mine?"
-Henrik Batallones :P

i say to you, dear boy, you ought to keep your hands to yourself.

last term's society class taught me to view all sorts of tribulations with optimism. i'd cite an example, but i do not solicit sympathy. anyway, yes, problems aren't supposed to be taken in a very cynical disposition. according to my professor, ms. judy sibayan (who also happens to be, by far, the most eccentric person i have ever encountered in my life), our problems are but gifts that increase our wisdom, and therefore, enrich our souls so that we'd be worthy enough to, say... return to a place where all enlightened souls dwell. 'til then, we'd be reborn again and again, faced with situations that worry us - gifts. i'm quite sure there's something wrong in my explanation here XD but the point is, well, being troubled is okay!

... and that includes the feeling of loneliness. the ominous, hopeless, end-of-the-world, nobody-will-ever-marry-me kind.

no tickets to the notebook. no holding of hands. no walks by the bay. no dancing together in the rain. no exchanges of intimate glances in class. no passionate lovemaking in a friend's condo (tus XD).

loneliness.

several months of it has definitely created a bit of change in me. naturally, it covered me in "i'm pathetic" at first. however, things started to turn around as those months of seclusion passed, in which i was disconnected from the world of downright, idealistic romance.

we are all aware of the benefits of being single. more freedom, more time for our friends and family, more activities (which our ex-partners would otherwise have not allowed us to engage in), more time to focus on work, yadda yadda yadda. point is, it removes that love leash that can be smothering at times, that is, in the milieu of a relationship that doesn't seem to work, hence, the breakup.

does this explain why loneliness is a friend? first level of meaning - you ain't seen nothing yet.

note: this is but an attempt to regurgitate the thoughts of people who have "realized"! and this isn't emo stuff. it is TRUTH.

before i state anything, i must admit first: yes, i am scared... scared of being lonely. and i am not speaking of loneliness because of being single - that is what i enjoy. i speak of the one that a person feels while IN a relationship. of all the negative emotions that can be felt, this is the one i abhor the most.

has it ever occured to you that falling deeper in love can make you more vulnerable?

being attached to someone you're crazy about is indeed breathtaking... to the point that you really will not be able to breathe. all the hype and excitement can turn into a consuming wave of sadness that drowns you and swallows you into the depths. you cannot save yourself from it.

it's not because you doubt his or her loyalty. trust is an entirely different issue; it is something that i'm personally good at. it is because you become so damn insatiable that it makes you weak. enough is not enough. you hunger for more as soon as you've stopped feeding. and what's worse is that you can't really do anything about it. and that is where loneliness comes in. you can never be satisfied even if you have love, and you become miserable just feeling it.

it's pointless to have a dreamboy/ girl. you'll just end up having nightmares. and a relationship is tantamount to an overdose of sleeping pills. that's idealism for you :))

truly, it is better to be alone than to feel lonely while being with someone!

i should know XD i felt it; just did not know how to handle it (elaboration denied).
and i do not want to do so at this time.
i do not regret that i have failed, i just think that i really screwed up :P
but, no regrets. and no more mistakes, either.
therefore, may i just point out that

BEING SINGLE IS THE LIFE ^_^v (as of now)

------

and now, back to my newly gmasked psp... :D :D :D

BELATED MERRY CHRISTMAS

AND

ADVANCED HAPPY NEW YEAR! XD

i...

2007-12-27T01:46:00.000+08:00

am not in the mood to create a post. too much drama.

this page is fast becoming an insubstantial shame of a web log.

WILL POST TOMORROW!

hi! XD

2007-11-27T21:37:00.000+08:00

it's been so long! i haven't blogged for decades.

anyway, all i can say right now is

I AM BUSY

and

I can't really remember what happend last July 18.

:">

2007-07-18T00:08:00.000+08:00

i shall remember this day forever. --,

-_-;;

2007-07-05T11:52:00.000+08:00

it's a surprise even to me that i have time for this. i'm currently idle. that's a miracle.

i am stressed. i haven't had any adequate sleep for the past few days. my legs hurt from dancing, my shoulders are aching whenever i start typing papers, and my mind is practically drained from doing so much work. i'm covered in BUSY, and i could really use a massage. sadly, i don't have the time to get one.

some random thoughts:

i found an orange elephant in market! market! last week. it DOES exist! well, not animately, but still, it does! O_O unfortunately, i did not have the money to purchase it at that time. joy.

i found the same orange elephant at timezone. it's a major prize in one of those machine thingies there. i asked andre to get it for me, but he couldn't. after coming back from the transformers movie, it was gone. T_T

i'm losing weight. well, i'd like to think so. XD

andre is so good at DoTA. i think i'll ask him to teach me how to kill a hero =))

the world has gone weird. just a few days ago, an agent from model shop told me that i was approved for a photo shoot for telecom. so that makes me... an image model.

now would be the time to react in disbelief. XD

surprisngly...

2007-06-05T00:22:00.000+08:00

i see hot guys walking with their ridiculously fat girlfriends in malls now. does this mean i have hope?

untitled

2007-05-23T11:09:00.000+08:00

"untitled" means i can't think of a title. =))

today is officially the first day of my last school year in la salle. as my high school commandant mr. dela peña would say, all good things must come to an end. slowly but surely, therefore, the closing of my college arc approaches. oh, wait. i'm delayed. XD

i must say, the cybernook here in the library (where i am currently typing this post) is looking fabulous with its newly installed pc's. they're much faster now. at lahat ng mouse, gumagana! bongga!

i'm looking forward to a breezy term, with lots of work, indeed, but no distractions.

uy, si philippine idol (miguel) dumaan, frosh siya dito! haha! wala lang! XD

by the way

2007-05-14T13:12:00.000+08:00

the distance between us is but a consequence of what has transpired. sure, it is most taxing. but it will pass. just don't expect it soon.

i'm not making such a big deal out of it, trust me. i'm just being civilized. i don't like feigning fake friendships. and since i have been offended (just like you), i won't be so keen as i used to be.

this is the price we all had to pay for not using our better judgement. sadly, not all wounds can be healed. not all things can be returned to the way they were. and that's just the way it goes.

... but i'd give just about anything to bring it all back.

if only that was virtually possible.

right under my nose.

2007-05-14T12:16:00.000+08:00

sometimes, what we're looking for is right where we left it.

i just realized that i've been wasting so much time on all the wrong things while the right ones waited for me to truly realize what nonsense i was doing.

the sad part is that, although i HAVE realized, i haven't quite stopped.

UNTIL NOW.

who would have thought that someone was just waiting right there all this time? he never disappeared (never showed himself either); he was just... there. i deliberately failed to value his presence even if it was plain as the nose on my face. nonetheless, he persisted... and i ignored. stupid me.

it's just a bother that there is so much in the way of what i would call a manifestation - of words left unsaid and things left unnoticed. i don't know what to do at the moment, but one thing is for sure... there's so much more in him, surprisingly. really, did i have to squander all those months on someone who could not memorize me, someone who could not comprehend my frame of mind, someone could not say the right things every frigging time... unlike this guy can?

and those aren't the only wonderful things i just found out about him.

if only it was that easy. shit. things are too complicated.

it's so hard to be me.

2007-05-11T21:53:00.000+08:00

wala.

super chef korinne! XD

2007-04-24T23:45:00.000+08:00

amazing! i just cooked black prawns for my folks and they loved it! hah! i thought it was going to be a complete disaster, but it actually turned out okay! oye! i'm a walking legendary cooking tool!

... well, not quite. see here, the prawns had a problem with presentation. some were decapitated XD but the meat tasted just fine. as i have described to Aaron and Calvin, my lovely prawns were sliced in the middle, deveined, drowned in butter and covered in cheese. yumyum! :D

i'm thinking of further enhancing my superior cooking skills soon. when we move in to our new condo in fort santiago (which will be completed around next year), i shall mercilessly purchase top quality utensils for my cooking pleasure. yesiree! baking tools, cutting tools, cooking tools, mixing tools, the whole shebang. mamas wouldn't resist this unquestionably exciting plan because, well... i promised to cook vegan meals for her. eeww. but that's okay, i get to bake anyway!

excitement aside, i must remember that i am currently on a diet. -_-;; i must beat Aldrich! (we are on a desperate race to sexiness) XD

---

siya nga pala, i got mamas to agree to buy me a new pair of jazz shoes. this is what i get daw for surviving vidprod and introre. YEEHAW! POWER POINTE NA 'TOOOOOH!!!!

animate inanimate

2007-04-09T10:40:00.000+08:00

i'm starting to think that my iPod has the ability to read my mind. i don't know! it's just that, whenever i think of a song and i'm on shuffle mode, it frequently comes after the one i'm listening to! it's amazing!...

... just like last night. not that i was expecting my iPod to "respond", but i tried putting it to the test.

"kapag hindi sumunod yung iniisip kong kanta, ibig sabihin... wala sa mood yung iPod ko." :))
i pressed.
not the song i was thinking of. :/
"kapag hindi nag-play yung iniisip kong kanta within the next five presses...!"
none of those songs was the one.
"okay, then... the next TEN presses!"
wala parin!
"THE NEXT FIFTEEN PRESSES!!!"
i pressed...
and pressed...
and pressed.

and then suddenly, on the fifteenth press (hehe)... cheneng!! it played!

"Dreams with a Deadline" by Drich :">

husay! out of all the 385 songs in my iPod, yun pa talaga yung nag-play. yes, i had to skip the first 30 songs, not to mention "give" my iPod all those 31 chances, but 31 to 354 is a bit, well... incredible! O_o

=))

demented? just different.

2007-04-01T10:19:00.000+08:00

i asked for something rather unusual - actually VERY unusual - from Papas just this morning. disrespectful? perhaps. here we see how differently the wheels turn in my head compared to him. generational differences, as Anna would call it.

ME: Papas, when you get embalmed, can i have your thingie?
PAPAS: my what?
ME: your thingie.
PAPAS: what? (old man's a taingang kawali)
ME: i said, when you get embalmed, can i have your thingie!!
PAPAS: what's my thingie? (ughh. get a clue.)
ME: your penis.
PAPAS: WHAAAT?!?!?! what are you going to do with my...???
ME: nothing, i'm just going to display it on a pedestal and say, "this was my father's thingie!"
PAPAS: you're crazy! that's cannibalism!
ME: what?! i'm not going to eat your thingie! XD
PAPAS: ano ka ba?! para namang hindi ako nagsisilbi sa simbahan!

oops. i forgot about that. but nowadays, there's never a dull moment when it comes to family inheritance! and i just thought it would be refreshing, to inherit Papas'... thingie. people only say it's strange because it's out of the question in terms of culture... culture this, culture that. COME ON, you people!

i just heard a public service announcement on the radio that attempts to pull the audience back to christianity. i swear, it's the most restricting thing ever. some of the lines i remember:

we have failed to discipiline our children, and called it "thinking for themselves."
we have forgotten the value of chastity, and called it "liberty".
we have neglected the old traditions of the Church, and called it "enlightenment".

lord, help us to rediscover the path to your kingdom. help us to open our eyes into your most holy presence, that we may see clearly what is real and what is good.

...

that's christianity for you.

no comment. NO COMMENT! :/

O_O!!!!

2007-03-25T01:28:00.000+08:00

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idle.

2007-03-24T00:00:00.000+08:00

from camila who got it from manugs

where were you on:

1. on your last birthday?
* i had my debut on a dampa

2. Yesterday?
* bandroom with pops

3. Last weekend?
* TYA - imagine! hahaha congrats guys :)

4. Last Christmas?
* at home

5. Last New year's eve?
* at some hotel listening to some showband... brilliant showband. don't remember their name, though.

6. Last Valentine's day?
* school, and boyfriend-less

7. What's the last thing you ate?
* pizza +_+

8. Thing you drank?
* tap water

9. Thing you wore?
* my ever-living orange polo shirt :/

10. Last place you went to?
* yellow cab (thanks, kizia!)

11. Last person you saw?
* innersouls. hehehe

12. Last person u talked to in the
fone
* Aaron

13. Last person you've sent a msg on
friendster?
* oh my... i don't remember.

14. Last song you heard?
* embers and envelopes by mae

>>At this very second daw<<

15. Right this VERY SECOND what are you eating?
* none

16. What are you wearing?
* shorts, tshirt

17. Any shoes on?
* nope

18. Listening to?
* the television. not listening though, but hearing.

19. Talking to anyone?
* still Aaron

20. Are you a vegetarian?
* i'm supposed to be a vegan with the body that i have. :/

>>nose bleeding questions daw<<

21. Are you artistic?
* i believe so. (plausible po ito)

22. Do you write poetry?
* not recently

23. What kind of girlfriend/boyfriend do you want to have?
* someone who can dominate me and be RIGHT about it. i was talking to Aaron about this

24. Finish this sentence: If I could
be anyone in the world for a day, I'd
be...
* korinne lirio

25. The one thing you do everyday?
* listening to my iPod. it's my therapy (that, along with 2-3 chuckies a day)

26. Best thing in the world?
* PROZIUM! only thing is... it doesn't exist for human consumption

27. Do you believe in God?
* yes, but under no specific faith.

28. Whats the best advice that someone
has given to you?
* move on, life is short. -sir peter :)

assertion.

2007-03-23T22:59:00.000+08:00

ang saya saya! <:-P

it feels absolutely perfect to let go of something you want when you know it's simply no good (actually even kinda bad) for you. and the best part is, it's all too easy to replace! all it takes are a few days to let the situation sink in a bit, and poof! no more tears. just like baby shampoo. :P

all the happiness to whatever (whoever?) it is that i let go of.

... ehem, ehem.

NEEEEEEXT!!!

and i promise to be good this time. and i mean, REALLY GOOD. bwahahaha. :)

=))

by the way, papas locked the daggies out of the bedroom. he said that they shit everywhere, and that just gets on his nerves. what could we do? man's a bloody tyrant. :/

i miss aikena, wed, and zehs. :(

ouch.

2007-03-06T19:08:00.000+08:00

do i mean nothing to you?...

what we've shared, was that something you could afford to sacrifice?...

my feelings, have you not thought of them?...

this thing you're in, did you not think of its consequences?...

your HEART, did you not promise to bind it with mine?...

ouch. ouch.

*grabs already-wet pillow*

O_o

2007-01-09T13:56:00.000+08:00

I have not blogged for a while... a whole term, actually. Imagine that.

*feeling lazy at the moment*

behold the lucky bastard-ess

2006-09-05T10:46:00.000+08:00

my prof called my parents up so that she could set up a make-up exam for me. she's so nice! :"> and to think that i wasn't responsible enough to come to the actual exam. oh, happy day!

i am proud to announce that my name shall once again be on the dean's list. it pains me, however, to say that this will be the last time. i'm on to my next term, where i'll be taking my major subjects, which (according to a lot of comm arts majors) do not really ensure em' kwatros. goodbye, jose rizal certificate. i shall miss receiving you from the secretary of the vice dean's office. eheh.

how do i ask my dad for a digital camera? please enlighten me. i'm supposed to be a comm arts major and i don't have one. that just sounds so... wrong. :/

birthday countdown: labing-isang tulog nalang!

behold the fool.

2006-08-25T22:35:00.000+08:00

here speaks de la salle university's stupid-est student to ever walk its grounds.

ladies and gentleguys:

i have missed a final exam.

...in RELSTWO. :/

the reason? i didn't know what time it was scheduled. i was incorrectly informed. and i didn't make sure about it.

...

... ...

... ... ...

****** ***!!!!! *** ***** ****** ****** ****** *****!!!!! ****!!!! ****!!!! ******* ** ***!!!!!

how stupid can you get?!?!?!

i am failing RELSTWO.

RELSTWO!!!!!

oh, the humiliation!!! not to mention, the delay i'll be subjected to! gah!

turn me into a non-sensient thing. please? that, i'll be thankful for. :((

a word of caution.

2006-08-18T22:54:00.000+08:00

i am this close to shaving your head, bitch. be wary.

aye, he be retunin'!

2006-07-15T22:01:00.000+08:00

i saw "pirates of the carribean: dead man's chest" today. johnny depp is adorable!Ü and he is not gay, ok?! he just runs weird. :P

i'm not in the mood to write a review. besides, it's only the second day the film has been showing. not everyone has seen it. we don't want any spoiling to take place now, do we?

hmmmm... i've become a lazy blogger. i haven't been writing long entries recently. is this a side effect of being in love? :">

sigh.

2006-07-15T10:46:00.000+08:00

i miss Milan.

the ant.

2006-07-14T23:24:00.000+08:00

:-L

ant ate cake. ant leaves cake. pig sees cake. pig eats cake. ant finds out that pig is eating cake. ant realizes how good cake tasted. ant insults pig. ant pisses pig off. pig finishes cake. ant gets mad. ant pisses pig off again. pig is infuriated. pig will squish ant. ant will die.

ring a bell?

grr.

:-L

fortifying the golden age

2006-07-08T22:49:00.000+08:00

i had my first teambuilding with lsdc-jazz today, from 8 in the morning to 4 in the afternoon. yep, it's my first. last year's teambuilding got cancelled.

i enjoyed getting to know my fellow jazzmates (as what our new member cara would say). it's good to develop all the virtues that we needed to harness in order to effectively achieve our goals as stated in the mission vision. i'm sure we will be able to meet these objectives, as this year's teambuilding renewed our commitment to this organization - this dance company, this family. aaww! :)

ate jacq, yellow cab ha! nahuli ka kasi!

mortified

2006-07-06T21:32:00.000+08:00

i am happy to announce that this template is now final. yehey.

i'm sleepless because i just keep on sleeping. it's like i'm addicted to it. i just can't seem to get enough. i sleep whenever i get the chance! in the car, during breaks, in class... pati si Milan, natulugan ko na rin. (sorry lolo) :c

i am ashamed of this recent discovery of mine. i think i'm ALMOST narcoleptic! and just to reinforce this reprehensible ignominy that is starting to dominate me, i was humiliated yesterday in front of the whole class as i was unable to answer this weird question given by sir bascara. the reason? lack of sleep. :/

bakit hindi magawan ni roxas ng paraan ang utos ng mga amerikano na payagan silang galawin ang mga probisyon natin? tawagin natin si... korinna. (wow. ano apelyido ko, sanchez?) natutulog ka ba? bakit parang natutulog ka yata? ...pero hindi ko sinasabing natutulog ka nga korinna, ha! ...hehe, ayun na nga, sinabi ko na nga. *classmates laugh*

how uncanny. how embarrassing.

i need caffeine. NOW.

letting bygones be bygones.

2006-06-04T11:09:00.000+08:00

this template is temporary and is subject to modification. :)

the dark, icy prison that has once enveloped my withered heart has now melted to a river of teeming bliss.
the plan to erase you from my memory has been rescinded as a new scheme has been set.
it is to keep you with me, my sweet... perpetually.

y'all will be seeing a brighter side of me as of now. absolutely no cursing whatsoever! so brace yourselves for a story of optimism and contentment, plus some very humiliating doses of cheeziness. :P

i am in love. so, indulge me. ^^